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= 12/09/11 = = = =Dear Diary, = = = =So the agencies loved my enthusiasm, although = =they said that I could still lose a few pounds. What the heck, I just got off a diet.Ugh, I'm sick of never being good enough. Modeling is such a hard life to cope with. I'm sick of this. It's the only thing I'm good at though. I mean I dropped out of school in the 8th grade to do this. It's all I've ever known. Hopefully things will get better, I kind of miss being normal. = =Good bye for now, = =Andre. =